Carefully follow the steps below
You are in the right place
Go sit in a corner and cry
If when you see a knife you get scared, it means you have Knifobia (phobia of knives) and you must go to step 3.
See a psychologist and get treatment
If you like one of the characters in the game, you should forget because it is 2D and you should get married and tell your spouse to cosplay the character you want.
I hope you have become Oki Doki